June 2011
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Self Harm questions (I'm bored)
Age: 17
Label yourself: The nerd of the druggy and waster crowd
How long have you been cutting?: 5 years…fuck…
Favorite tool?: Stanley knife blade
Where (place) do you cut? (school,home, etc.): At home in the bathroom, used to cut at school when it was really bad.
Do you have to hide your whole arm(s) (wrists,forearms,& upper arms etc): Not anymore, don’t cut as much...
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Today I went out and bought all the sorts of things I used to binge on: cookies, cakes, ice cream, chocolate etc. While bingeing I had to force all of it down and didn’t even finish it all. Why? Because it all tasted like sick. It was horrible, I used to really enjoy it but it was disgusting. I’m happy that I don’t want to binge on all that anymore. I really need to stop BPing...
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calm the fuck down
COME ON a small piece of toast, a poached egg, a banana and 2 rivita is not going to make you fat. I cannot let myself be sick because I already feel horrendous and I don’t want to feel any worse. Also the more often I purge the harder it is to purge and it’s getting more difficult. But I can feel it coming up my throat…
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It’s all fallen to shit again. Can’t eat a single thing without B/Ping. There are no longer any ‘safe foods’. It’s like I’m a different person. I need to personally acknowledge that I am doing very badly. I need to look at myself in the mirror and say “I am fucked”. I need to ask for help. But while I am typing my mind is telling me that everything...
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Well not binging went REALLY well (sarcasm). It just seemed like the perfect day. The weather is shite, I’ve run out of baccy and none of my friends are around. Also I was left home alone for 2 hours and then when my dad got back he gave me money to go food shopping. If I’d had baccy it would’ve been fine. I would’ve smoked the whole time my dad was out then...
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Kinda feel like a GIF binge to prevent a food binge, I’m home alone ya see and I’m trying to not eat anything. So apologies for spamming up your dashes.
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I was purge type anorexic but my weight is above an anorexic weight now. At a different point I was bulimic and I binged on over 4000 calories a day, purging up to 6 times. Now I have days where I eat constantly but don’t purge, others where I do purge and others where I eat as little as I can get away with. I just feel a little confused right now, at what point do you no longer have an...
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CAMHS
In September I’m being moved out of the eating disorder clinic and into the general mental heath clinic. FUCK YEAH! I hate the eating disorder clinic, since I started weight recovery the anorexic girls make me feel fat. The little kids with eating disorders make me sad. Just everyone, regardless of weight, looks exhausted and fed up. I just feel like my ED is a symptom of something else and...
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10 Ways to Stop Binge Eating →
fightingthinspo:
10 Ways to Stop Binge Eating
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vergonya asked: I have a genuine question, out of curiosity.
In your description, you wrote "BATTLE WITH BULIMIA".
Are you really fighting it, or letting it consume you? I see it's back, and that's so sad. I used to be bulimic as well. I took to self harming and drugs after that, and still do it.
I'm sorry to see you so worn and withered.
Be well.
In your description, you wrote "BATTLE WITH BULIMIA".
Are you really fighting it, or letting it consume you? I see it's back, and that's so sad. I used to be bulimic as well. I took to self harming and drugs after that, and still do it.
I'm sorry to see you so worn and withered.
Be well.
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“WHY DID YOU LET YOURSELF GET SO FUCKING FAT?!”
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I’m back and by that I mean my eating disorder is. I’m going to crash and burn and I don’t fucking care. Not gonna eat till I get back to where I was. Reality is overrated, people screw you over. Just gonna curl back up in my own little world. Lap it up bitches.
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I really really need to chill the fuck out, I’ve currently got bad anxiety and keep having panic attacks. I don’t know why this is happening…
korner-kidz-deactivated20110619 asked: are you the one who sent that message on anon saying how you relate? can you link me to your main blog =] do i follow?
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In my new group of friends there are 8 guys and 3 girls. Because of there only being 3 of us we’ve been ‘characterised’ by the guys. One girl is the tom-boy one is the one with the sexy ass and I am the skinny one. For the first time in my life I am the skinny one. None of them know about my ED. One of the boys is the male skinny one and he always says stuff like “fuck...
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Purging when you have tonsillitis is not a good idea.
