October 2011
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Tried to kill myself by overdosing, ended up in hospital, now in a psychiatric unit. It’s pretty shit but it’s easier to loose weight there because I’m not on the eating disorder program.
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Got disconnected from Samaritans. fml.
I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t
Too damn worthless, pathetic, afraid, cowardly, fat
Stupid frightened little girl
Can’t can’t can’t
diediediediedie
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“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t...”
– David Foster Wallace (via kaydoubleyou, astronauts-deactivated20110530)
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I CANNOT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE. I feel like I’m going to explode. I am terrified of everything 24/7 and it’s exhausting. I really really really can’t carry on like this. I don’t know what to do. I’ve felt like this before but I’ve had my eating disorder to fall back on but I can’t control my food anymore and I can’t binge and purge. I have to sit...
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