Tried to kill myself by overdosing, ended up in hospital, now in a psychiatric unit. It’s pretty shit but it’s easier to loose weight there because I’m not on the eating disorder program.
Got disconnected from Samaritans. fml.
I can’t I can’t I can’t I can’t Too damn worthless, pathetic, afraid, cowardly, fat Stupid frightened little girl Can’t can’t can’t diediediediedie
The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t...– David Foster Wallace (via kaydoubleyou, astronauts-deactivated20110530)
I CANNOT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE. I feel like I’m going to explode. I am terrified of everything 24/7 and it’s exhausting. I really really really can’t carry on like this. I don’t know what to do. I’ve felt like this before but I’ve had my eating disorder to fall back on but I can’t control my food anymore and I can’t binge and purge. I have to sit...